Hanuman saved Sita. Kali would’ve saved herself. Two very different types of women yet goddesses in their own right. Both can be found in me, the girl that needs saving, and the girl that can save herself. I am strong, I am weak, I am one when I am not the other. Consciousness is female, it is space, the void, the emptiness out of which all arises. Femininity is being, it is being in the wild nature of being, in the wild nature of living, it lives deep within me, to awaken it I must befriend her, the Devi, the Goddess, my feminine energy. Nothing is activated, ignited without her presence. Within her is the trinity, Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva, She creates, maintains, destorys. All Gods bow down to Devi, Mother Goddess, Supreme Being. And yet she is lost to me, I call on her, will she come, will she let her presence be known. I have gone on this ride before, but now I must relate to her in a different way, ...
